ahh! ive passed my quota of half an hr! ok i shall rush n type everything.
i feel horrid. cause ive not been studying with all my time. been wasting time again n again. ruhh.
realised i really have to discipline myself n not procastinate anymore!! i always plan n fail to follow. rahh.
ok i shall be more disciplined now.
today will be a good start. i just went joging this morn with dad! woo. finally. but i only jogged 2km.haiyuh. wanted to jog somemore one but dad had to go. so little.but i shall not commplain. (((:
and i read psalms 119, what a wonderful chapter.
it was david saying that he loved god's laws n precepts, it kept repeating it..and that he had been following it.
makes me wonder, do i love the Word like him, like v72
" THe law from your mouth is more precious to me than thousands of pieces of silver and gold."
that when the time of testing come, will we really stand firmly rooted in god's word, to hold on to it til death do us part from the word? v103
"HOw sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey in my mouth!....therefore i hate every wrong path."
do we love his word with all our hearts? do we love to read the bible or do we do it because we have to or do it grudgingly..
god, forgive me..so many times i have taken ur word for granted.
SIN-CONSCIOUS vs GOD-CONSCIOUS.
let it push me closer ot you god, that everyday i will desire to read ur word, that i will love it and that it will be more precious to me than anything else.


IMagine:
you are singing. together with your loved ones at home. singing to your Beloved. 'what a friend i have in Jesus...'
then you hear a banging on the door. your father turns around, surprised at the banging on the door. 'who would come at this hour? its almost midnight!' the banging gets louder.and harder.
your father opens the door.and looks mortified.he gets kicked in the shin.
GET DOWN! ALL OF YOU> GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES! an officer comes in. he came in with a gun. he snatches the bible your mother is clutching in her hand and throws it on the ground. you gasp.
ALL OF YOU. I WANT YOU TO SPIT ON THIS BIBLE. AND YOU WILL GO FREE. OR NOT, IT WILL BE MY PLEASURE TO SEND YOU "HOME." he sneered.
nobody moves. everyone stares blankly at the bible. god's holy word.
then , your aunty, uncle walks up. with a sick feeling in your stomach, you see them spit on it. and walk out.
followed by your brother, sister, mother. all not daring to look anywhere but the floor.
then you look at your father. he has tears in his eyes, and u realise you are crying also.
the officer laughs. then screams incoherently, swinging his gun violently at your father's head.he drops to the floor. then he turns to you. and asks you sweetly.
what would you do?

9:31 AM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

shout it out (:

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all the brothers and sisters

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of old.

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credits.

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wonderful people

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